❅ I can't sleep!!! ❅

Days are getting colder, and so is my heart. just kidding.(─‿‿─) Love watching the snowfall through the window while sipping a cup of hot chocolate in my comfy silk sleeping gown. Aaaah. I know a lot of people don't like the winter. So far, I am enjoying it. No, I'm loving it actually.

It's 04:26 in the morning and for some odd reason, I'm wide awake and I don't even feel tired after having a long day at work. Wait, more like long hours at work since I work from 5pm to 10 pm. The last hour takes forever!!! Work was kinda slow.I like it when there are many customers and I have to do some multitasking. Makes me really feel invincible haha ᕙ(`▽´)ᕗ

Anyway, I brought home salad from work because my preggy sister's been craving for it. She likes how they make the salad dressing where I work. Pfftt, it's just a mixture of ketchup and mayonnaise. But she said that it doesn't taste like it. In my head I'm like 'You're just pregnant'. xD I'm really happy for her, being pregnant right after her marriage. Sometimes I get jealous of all the regards and concerns people are giving to her although I'm one of them. But it's good. I mean, I'd kick someone's ass if she gets treated badly. Especially if my niece/nephew is involved lol. I realized how tough it is being pregnant. She pukes countless times in a day, many things aren't allowed to eat/do/drink, plus her hubby doesn't live with her. Well, not yet, but I really hope they will be together asap.

Having a pregnant sister is actually fun, I learn things about pregnancy that I've never known before. Like, when the tummy gets bigger, you should eat less. I was like, noo waay. I thought I'd be excused to eat more if I ever get pregnant. I thought I can have inguilty pleasure of eating since I am pregnant lol. It's amazing how situations in life can change you, it can be in a positive way or negative way.

Even though it's fun and thrilling having a pregnant sister, I'm actually more discouraged to  have my own in the future. Not  because I don't want to. Maybe because at this moment in my life, I still prioritize myself, my ambitions and dreams. Pregnancy can be a life and death situation for a woman. They have to go through a lot of pain, struggle and discomfort. Thinking about it makes me kinda dislike men. As much as I don't wanna question God about this. People will never understand why some things are like this and that's because His knowledge is infinite. I don't really understand why we 'women' are made for this.

I just remembered one time, I and my sister were having a conversation with some friends about pregnancy. One of them told my sister that she MUST have a normal delivery because she'll feel MORE like a 'mother'. The PAIN is really worth it. How astounding! I was stunned after hearing this. So irritating. Who even thinks like this? Are you freaking kidding me? Isn't it painful enough to carry an unborn child in your tummy for nine months? WHAT kind of pain does a woman need to feel like a 'true' mother??! OUTRAGEOUS!(ง'̀-'́)ง As if having a delivery via C-section isn't painful enough. I'm already thankful that my mother carefully carried me in her tummy for nine months. Seriously, I don't want this kind of pressure being put on me when or if the time comes.

Gaaah, now I just made myself pissed lool. You know what I need? Sleep. Yes, I probably should sleep.

That's all for today's post. K, bye.

Hugs and smooches. (っ◔◡◔)っ ♥

✸Makeup Mekka Brow Sculpt✸

Gotta wake up early tomorrow but I can't sleep for some reason. Anyway decided to blog instead of staring at the ceiling, thinking about everything I've done in my life which is making it harder for me to sleep. Also realized that I haven't really posted anything yet since my last post -.-

So today, makeup mekka's brow sculpt ( link here ) came in the mail and I was excited because I got it for free! (only paid for the shipping which was only 29 kroner, I think) I didn't really buy anything else because I am broke as heck loool 

So this is how the packaging looks like. It looked bigger on the online site but whatever, I still got it for free for trial. 

And this is how it looks like inside. It would have been better if there was a mirror, perfect if you take it with you when traveling.

The lighter one on the left side is a powder type while the darker one on the right side is a wax type. It came with an instruction on a paper (also written on their website), but I didn't follow it cause I like breaking the rules. :D The instruction says that I should apply the powder first and then the wax to set it. 

Using an angled brow brush, I decided to apply the wax first and I'm really surprised how pigmented it is.

I didn't really need to apply the powder because I am already satisfied with my brows looking like this. I also like how the wax keeps my brows in place. ^^

 Then I removed the product and decided to apply just the powder and this is how it looked like.

It actually kinda looks darker in person, I think. I like this one better especially if I'm trying to look more natural. 

After this, I decided to apply the wax type just on the outer part of my brows.

Not bad I think.

So all in all, I think this product is really great. This costs 79 kroner and does an amazing job. Available in only two colors, for blonde and for brunette.

Waaah, it's already 2 am. Have to wake up in 5 hours!!! But it's okay, I can sleep after today's agenda. I'm off to bed then. Nightybelles <3

Hugs and smooches :'>

✿A new year and a new blog✿

Hello! *waves*

I've decided to make a new blog because the one I had was a huge fail. I wasn't really updating it until one time, when I was in the mood to write a post, I couldn't anymore simply because I forgot my username and password. -__- 

So to make it up to my old blog, I made a fresh new one (although the url is different) to relive what once was alive lol. This blog is going to be filled with makeup posts (I know almost every girl blogger does that but whatever, count me in!) and some random stuff that might make you laugh, smile or think. ;) (ook, that smile was kinda flirty) :) 

Anyway, I'm off to get more sleep since I only had like 4 hours of sleep and it's definitely not enough for me to function for the whole day. So to end this post, here's a little inspirational quote for you to start off or end your day ^_^

Hugs and smooches,

Ezra Marie x